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Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I envy my brother.

I envy his ability to be able to set goals for himself & achieve it. I want to be like him, able to concentrate fully while studying & memorise any chunk of information thrown to him so easily. I want to be able to set my priorities right. I wish I could achieve straight As like him too, but I dont have his determination.

Just look at the both of us now. One is busy studying in his room while the other is busying blogging. Ha, what a big difference. No wonder my parents dote on him. He is always one of the top few in the level or class. He have alr received many awards for his good academic results, achieved a leadership position in just primary school and performed countless of times. He is multi-talented- has good grades, has been pestered by countless of teachers & seniors to join council, excels in band, wushu, swimming, running. He is their pride and joy. Look at me, Im such a disgrace to them. Not good in studies, only received 1 good progress award in my whole 11 years of academic life, have no talents, only know how to argue with them. Such a DISGRACE. They must feel ashamed & I bet they dont say it just to make me feel better.

Wa I can just go bang my head on the wall & die.

Why am I not like my brother! ):



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