it's that simple,

2009-05-30T17:10:00.001+08:00

the 23rd council has finally stepped down. no more events to organise, no more hanging out in the council rm to chit chat. although there were times when we had heated arguements & stuff like that, i love the 23rd council alot. all the laughter, late nights, camps, all the crazy scandals that ppl created. i rmb gg out together to eat & just have fun. i rmb studying together late into the night. i miss every single one of them. ):

when i walked past the council rm on fri & saw nobody inside it, sadness overwhelmed me. im alr so used to walking into sch every morn to see many of the 23rd inside the council rm. the council rm used to be a place for us to gather & wait for each other. but now, its a place which we can no longer enter. all the memories can only remain inside our hearts. but nw that its over, its time to move on.

thankyou 23rd for all the wonderful memories that you guys have given to me. thankyou for all the words of encouragement. thankyou for all the hugs on thurs after investiture. i rly appreciate it. (: rmb to study hard, lets ace the alvls together! :D

photos from investiture!

23rd council, i love you! (:

2009-05-22T21:02:00.001+08:00

it is sad to see people turning their backs on us, esp when the person is a teacher. just a simple "do you ppl rly think you should be called councillors"disappointed me greatly. i thought you were one of the few teachers that gave us alot of support, turns out that you arent one. what do you mean by all that you said today? are you trying to say that all the efforts we put in for the past year has gone down the drain? that the work we did was as good as shit? that you were putting up a fake front all along? its okay if you dont want to recognise the efforts of some of us, but for gods sake, what about the 3 excos who sacrificed so much for the council? ever since the 24th was elected, all you did was to pick on us. it is just so heartbreaking to see ppl crying so badly behind the hall after hearing you said. & since when councillors arent allowed to play badminton in the hall when it is not our turn for rehearsal? how does that bring shame to the council? yes, maybe we should have been studying, but how do you know whether if we had alr finished our revision for the day?

please give us a break & stop picking on us thankyou very much.

2009-05-13T20:07:00.003+08:00

i dont understand why some people can be so selfish.

2009-02-24T19:18:00.003+08:00

I envy my brother.

I envy his ability to be able to set goals for himself & achieve it. I want to be like him, able to concentrate fully while studying & memorise any chunk of information thrown to him so easily. I want to be able to set my priorities right. I wish I could achieve straight As like him too, but I dont have his determination.

Just look at the both of us now. One is busy studying in his room while the other is busying blogging. Ha, what a big difference. No wonder my parents dote on him. He is always one of the top few in the level or class. He have alr received many awards for his good academic results, achieved a leadership position in just primary school and performed countless of times. He is multi-talented- has good grades, has been pestered by countless of teachers & seniors to join council, excels in band, wushu, swimming, running. He is their pride and joy. Look at me, Im such a disgrace to them. Not good in studies, only received 1 good progress award in my whole 11 years of academic life, have no talents, only know how to argue with them. Such a DISGRACE. They must feel ashamed & I bet they dont say it just to make me feel better.

Wa I can just go bang my head on the wall & die.

Why am I not like my brother! ):

2009-02-18T12:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
its the 3rd day of orientation & im really really really tired! after spending two nights in sch, im alr starting to miss my bed. ): the 1st camp has just ended & i think it was a huge success! ((: so now im waiting for the 2nd camp to start & im sitting in the council room having nth to do haha. oh yes! after sitting under the hot sun for so many hours in the past two days, i can officially announce my skin colour is like jieling's alr. HAHA.

yays 2nd camp is starting! im super excited! (:

2009-01-30T20:43:00.005+08:00

okay ive realised that my posts havent been that cheerful, so i have decided to change the mood a little! ((:

at selina's hse!

haha she still cant stop eating xD

haha helina isnt even bothered by the commotion caused by xiaoli & yuensiang.

jieling & me!

jieling & jiasui!

jieling jiasui yeokfei & me!

ppl who turned up that day!

the "little boy" :D

selina's hse is SUPER pretty! she has her very own lift in her hse & everywhere was decorated nicely! i was like, omg, when i stepped into her hse lah! SUPER PRETTY!!!!!! the only downside was that her house is at SEMBANWANG. extremely farrrrrrrr. ):

i had a great time at her hse & it was cos of the superb company! (: though i became a LITTLE crazy in the night & i dnw why. hahaha.

SELINA! I WANT TO GO YOUR HSE AGAIN! ((((:

2009-01-20T23:14:00.003+08:00

this is just a quick post to thank those who were there for me when i broke down in school today.

thankyou yeokfei for being the first to come after me when i rushed to the toilet to cry.

thankyou jieling for constantly reminding me to smile.

thankyou jiasui for all the random hugs & craziness.

thankyou zhenggang for cheering me up & knocking some sense into me.

thankyou wilson for being willing to embarrass yourself just to make me smile.

thankyou edmond for all the jokes to make me smile & for the icecream.

thankyou yongliang for being so quick to stand up for me.

& to the rest like helina chelsie selina priya safiyah rival dicksonlim mr.ng & more, thankyou so much, for just asking whether im okay.

i feel really really blessed & lucky to meet such great friends, & im thankful for that.

today made me realise that im not alone to face these problems. like what yongliang said, its difficult to tide over all these, but i will be able to do it, cos i have the support of my friends.

thankyou so much everybody.

2009-01-15T21:28:00.001+08:00

sch started on 12th jan & we had topical tests for the whole week. My class was one of the earliest class to finish the tests cos of our combination. ((: BUT there is a 80% chance i will fail all my tests cos i didnt study at all, only chem & maths touch a little, so if i fail, it isnt surprising at all. haha.

ytd after the maths test went out with most of the class girls, yeokfei chelsie jieling jiasui selina. went to pizza hut to eat! yumyum. & thanks to someone(thank me k i never say your name here :D) i found out sth. x) haha kinda unexpected lah.

OH OH our class has 9 new people who take the same combi as us except for h1 physics. yay so stop saying my class is non-existent due to its small size! (:

& i love my timetable! it rocks man! :D okay even though i end sch late on mon & thurs, the other days are still good! cos i dont take physics, so i end at 12pm on tues! hahahaha super good can!

okay, i know i havent been updating, so there are alot of photos to be uploaded, but i shall post them all up after i come back from my camp k. (: yeokfei, yes i will change my blog song to your xing fu bu mie, but not so fast lah hor heh.

hmms, im starting to feel quite anxious about friendship week alr, rly quite worried that we will screw the whole fwk up, & leave a bad impression on the incoming jc1s. I mean like, fwk will be the first event organised by the council that they will be experiencing, so i think its quite crucial for it to be successful. i rly hope nth will go wrong, & that there will be enough time to prepare, esp orientation being so near to fwk. ):

okay okay gtg pack my bag for the ogl camp tmr alr. damm excited! (:

2008-11-30T20:21:00.001+08:00

i miss the old you. ):

2008-11-12T17:46:00.006+08:00

spent my mon & tues at tjc for a student leadership congress.

on mon, i met up with priya & raveen at bedok mrt first before heading down to tjc to meet nathan, rachit & dickson chng. we were quite late, thanks to raveen. hahahaha. we were then sorted out into grps & i was in the same grp as rachit, grp 11. sat thr feeling quite sian & awkward cos in our grp besides the both of us & 2 other vj ppl, the rest were all tj ppl. zz. had some introduction by the their council's teachers followed by icebreakers. rachit & i were like, what ice is thr to break when they alr know each other. haha sry lah, we were in our guailan mood. then it was this reality job hunt whr we had to plead with shop owners to give us jobs for 3 hrs without any pay. so me & this girl from my grp ended up at some yongtaufoo shop in siglap serving customers. it was okay actually, just tiring. but the auntie was damm nice, cooked 1 whole plate of yongtaufoo for both of us to eat. (:

on tues, woke up to priya's sms saying she wont be going. that made me rather depressed & i contemplated not going. BUT in the end i went & thankfully priya smsed later to say she decided to go after all. ((: had 3 talks by speakers followed by the survivor race. wasnt rly quite enthu as i sorta regretted going for this thing cos i felt kinda, weird. thankfully in our grp, thr were some tj ppl who made the effort to teach us the things we didnt know, like for eg, all those random tj cheers that popped out halfway & also make us feel at home. after the whole race, had debrief, & our grp won overall best grp. (:

can you just tell me what is it that you want?! ive had enough of all your random tantrums & sudden emo-ing. its not like i owe you sth right. ARGHS.

2008-11-07T17:46:00.007+08:00

OP IS OVER!!! HAHAHAHA! (((((((: it felt damm good when the teacher said we can go, okay minus the fact that i sorta screwed up my q&a, but so what, it still feels good to know that we can finally part with pw. ((:

watched quite a few movies lately with the councillors, max payne on friday, hsm3 on mon, Quantum of Solace ytd.

ytd was the day we found out whether we get promoted. i hate changes. i can never seem to adapt to them. ): i wanted so badly for all 14 in the class & all 50 in council to go up to jc2 together, so much that i was praying for a miracle. but this is reality, & we have to face it -08S19 wont be the same anymore, council too. );

23rd council (:

08S19 (:

谢谢你让我对你彻底地失望

2008-10-12T20:05:00.000+08:00

got back promos results le, cant say that im satisfied with my results, but i shouldnt complain too much, since i didnt rly study at all, so i should be thankful that i can be promoted. haha my grades damm nice, BCDES, every grade also have except for A & U.

okay i know i havent updated my blog since may, so i have loads of pictures to upload, but lazy lahhhhh. so i just put some up first. haha.

dinner with tuition mates!
ivan was thr but he left early. wlao i miss these ppl like alot lah. it was damm fun having tuition with them, & i still rmb poor weetee always being suan-ed by us & how we always kena suan by laoshi. i just realised that i actually miss laoshi suaning us lah. & how we always play mahjong instead of studying for our amaths. every tuition session confirm damm noisy de cos we talk alot haha. (:

08S19!

haha jiasui never fails to amuse me. she is like our class de kai xin guo lah. :D she's probably going to kill me after seeing yet another unglam photo of her here. hahahahahaha.

cycling!

omg i finally know how to cycle after sooooooooooooooooooooo long. hahaha im so happy lah, but i still dont rly know how to turn & brake, & i cant even cycle in a straight line properly lah. zz i can go bang wall & die liao le, 17years old le still dnw how to cycle. haha malu sia. i still cant forget how loudly safiyah & abigail laughed when i said i dnw how to cycle. zzzzzz heng now i learn how to at least move that 2 wheel thing. hahahaha.

thr are more pictures to be uploaded but im very lazy. i only update now cos nana & jolynkoh complained to me that i still havent update. haha talking abt them, i finally get to meet them again after so long! 3 of us & tinjun & zhenggang are going to perform in a play on wed at whitesands primary. got 2 shows altogether, then in one of the show, me & zhenggang acting as couple! hahaha he is the husband that always kena bullied by me. damm shuang lah, cos i get to hit/kick/pinch him. ((((((((((: HAHAHAHAHA.

okay next time then update more. nana & jolyn! happy le not! (:

2008-10-01T15:20:00.001+08:00

i hate it when ppl doubt my integrity. arghs. i can always produce an official letter proving that im supposed to help out at that camp held from 24nov to 29nov if you dont believe me.

do you know why we keep asking you why you want it on 28nov & 1Dec instead of 1Dec & 2Dec? Its cos we dont understand the last minute things that you said would happen. We needed you to explain it more clearly, like list out the egs, so that we would understand what you mean. Cos from how we see it, you meant there might be things to buy at the last minute, therefore we see no need to choose the 28nov & 1Dec cos there is sufficient time for us to buy the things, seeing that it ends at 3.30pm. besides, if we prepare for the whole thing well beforehand, thr should be a minimum amt of problems surfacing on the day itself.

haiya, i dont like it when conflicts happen. ): service learning is such a torture.

2008-09-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

from http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.

All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

2008-05-22T12:00:00.000+08:00

thurs - sun:
went to jubilee hall at raffles hotel to help out at a show put up by the malaysians from tea theatre.

the set! (:

(???)

junwei & i discussing a maths problem in the pri sch assessment bk which was 1 of the props

at the catwalk

guoxiong!

tinjun

junwei!

HAHA junwei again.

acting cute :/

im the bag hanger of the day. ):

at esplanade

2008-05-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

i miss 4 harmony ):

i miss chinese drama club ):

directors/commitee members (:

all the fun we had while rehearsing/making props

directors for ni xiang xing ma?

i miss tuition ):

this is to prove that ive been studying (:

those times sitting outside laoshi's hse waiting for him to return home

at pasir ris park

i miss project team ):

i miss alot of ppl ): why cant things still be the same. yeah i know it's not realistic but i cant help thinking about it.

i hate myself for not being able to adapt to a new environment & for trying to go back to the past.

i miss sitting in class the whole day talking/copying hw/having lessons.

i miss fri nights when we go to mingli's hse for tuition/mahjong.

i miss crapping with nana jolyn colleen ivan yinquan weetee clarke christ during tuition. & looking for flavours of ben & jerrys that we like in 7-11 with nana & jolyn.

i miss meeting up with project team & completing the tasks that mingli asks us to do. & going to mingli's hse for mahjong.

i miss working with my fellow chinese drama commitee members & rushing through deadlines for the performance with them & my actors.

arghs. i hate it when i suddenly feel this way. i like being in tpjc, being in 08S19, but i cant seem to stop thinking about those times. ))))):

2008-04-27T04:06:00.000+08:00

wilson with yeokfei's hairclips

me & yeokfei (:

HAHA.

me & jieling(:

Gabriel. HAHA. x D

& presenting, jiasui the unglam queen! :D

poor jiasui, her unglam photos get worse & worse

last pic of her! (:

2008-03-24T03:50:00.000+08:00

hello, this is my class, 08S19! :D

10/15 of 08S19 after lab lesson. (jiasui's blocked by chelsie)

2nd try is much better (:

after running 2.4km

at kfc, gabriel & me look retarted. zzz.

this pic is evidence that xinwei is a good girl & has been studying during her breaks :D

haha. we look stupid here.

wilson forced me to take this photo during lab lesson

during lab lesson, again taken by wilson

2008-02-15T11:20:00.000+08:00

okay more pictures! (:

me, rachel & jamie

me & jamie waiting for 'the one' to start

me, joel & jamie

me & yida

some teacher in ny has the same name as mingli! :D

valentine's day! (:

that's all the pictures i have. get more from jamie & quincy next time. (: rachel! dont say i never blog hor. haha.

2008-02-01T12:59:00.000+08:00

school life :D

CHUNG CHENG!

in com lab doing nothing

taller than jeremy for once! (:

taller that yincheong too! :D

2008-01-07T04:01:00.000+08:00

ny's orientation was FUN!!! 3 days pass by quickly when you have fun all the time. okay updates!

first day:
met jolyn at the bus stop & walked in. im in the olympian, hestia. the best one too!! ((: okay, the day started with admin stuff & the giving out of orientation packs. the pack is actually a nyjc shoebag with 2 shirts, a lanyard & many other stuff inside. after that went for olympian time.had to choose the male & female eyecandy of each grp.had principal talk, games & then mass dance. danced with the male eyecandy of my grp. -.-watched a council skit & went hm.

2nd day:
this day was way much better cos we knew everyone better alrdy. i forgot to mention that thr are 4 cchms ppl including me in my og & liling is in my og too! so long never see her liao. 4yrs i think. haha. day started with mass dance & olympian time. then it was time to head down to sentosa.

jolyn, me & jamie on the bus to sentosa with the many ogl heads behind us. (:

tzeting(our ogl), me & jamie

when we reached sentosa, our og settled down in one corner(in front of the information counter) & had our lunch, pizza! sentosa was basically just walking ard to play games. my og (og14) kept making up new cheers on the way to the next games station.

3rd day:

the 3rd day was the best of all. again, day started with mass dance& olympian time. chose hestia's dancing king & queen. after that it was lunch & then games. got wet but heng i wore class tee so dried super fast. : D after games changed into the black odyssey shirt & it was olympian time again. learnt new cheers. then it was dinner & had the dancing diva competition & cheering competition. then had prize presentation. hestia won the female eye candy award & HESTIA IS OVERALL BEST OLYMPIAN!!! haha. okay the last activity for the day was disco night. everyone was very high with all the jumping & crazy stuff. haha.

kaisheng wearing the shirt that our og designed for the tshirt competition.

jamie & i with cchms senior

joel(our ogl) with cchms senior

all cchms exept 2 extras! hahaha.

OG14!!!

after disco party went to serangoon macs with my og & ogls to eat. orientation was fun but studying time is starting too. ): oh well. but, NYJC is fun!!! ((((:

2007-12-22T04:52:00.000+08:00

pictures of taiwan trip!

at the taipei airport

the tour guide claimed that the mianxian this stall sold was quite nice.but it tasted like the shilin mian xian you can find in spore.

dazhongzhizheng.we were quite lucky cos we went thr before its name was changed.me & my bro were trying to make the word da.
messy hair

this is one of the eroded rocks that looked like a empress

at jiufen
this stall sold really nice mochi & guodong

the amei zu.the singer zhanghuimei was from here.

master bear resort!!

the room.

fang tian deng!

at the place whr they sell royal jelly

the salesgirl who introduced to my family the royal jelly & other stuff

at the wujiagchuanban restaurant.but the design of the place was so unique that it didnt look like a restaurant.

one of the many female organs that were part of the design

at tofu street.they sold tofu ice cream too!

this officer was helping the soldiers arrange their clothes after they returned to their position as they cannot move around.

apparently this guy lost his contact lens while marching so the officer had to help him find. :D

leaving taiwan ):

our tour guide giving out the passports

the twins who are in my tour group! they are really nice ppl. (:

2007-12-11T10:14:00.000+08:00

im back! long ago. haha. alot of pictures to sort out but i will upload them soon. taiwan was quite fun, excluding the many ppl who were smoking everywhere even indoors; the many dogs which were not leashed & meeting moboey on my last night. haha. it was quite cold at some of the places i went to so had to keep my sweater on. messy hair was seen throughout the trip too, due to the wind blowing constantly. luckily we didnt meet any heavy rain, just a slight drizzle on the 2nd day i think.

okay, pictures at pasir ris park!

playing uno at the chalet

laoshi ivan & tengyu on the spider web

ivan! HAHAHAHA

weiwei & me

laoshi!

look at this picture & the one below it. jolyn & i were tortured by ivan & laoshi ):

colleen weetee laoshi

poor colleen only eating chicken rice

yinquan & weetee

it was supposed to be a star i think

ivan & yinquan

2007-11-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

hello im back from the chalet mingli organised for us! it was at the people's association pasir ris holiday camp. mingli fetched jolyn, weiwei, ivan, tengyu & me from pasir ris mrt. therefore we were the earliest thr!the moment we reached thr we immediately started playing cards. haha. after a while we got bored so we decided to go to pasir ris park to play. jolyn, weiwei & i concluded it was a nightmare playing with ivan & mingli. they were so violent when they played with us lah. when we were sitting on this circle like thing in the park, they spun us so so hard that jolyn nearly was flung off & i also lost my grip. & when jolyn & i was sitting on the swings they pushed us until we were very high in the air. ): in the night when bbq started colleen yinquan christ weetee & some others came. the time after bbq was spent playing mahjong! haha. then alot left, leaving only jolyn yinquan christ mingli & me to stay over. didnt slp much cos of mahjong. :D haha. i will upload the pictures soon. now too lazy to do so. hehe.

i will be flying off to taiwan tmr afternnoon! see you all on 5th dec! (:

2007-11-27T06:39:00.000+08:00

phew, busy wk. had drama camp for the whole wk! it was quite fun most of the time. i definitely enjoyed but of course, i didnt enjoy the carrying of food, running ard looking for things for teachers. haha.
oh, i want to thank wuming, my wonderful grp! haha. thank you so much. project team too! we shared all the fun joy & laughter together & of course, the frustration while doing things.
pictures:

drama ppl

sending the teachers off

my holidays are damm packed. tmr going chalet, thurs going taiwan. & apparently thr is a wuming outing to the zoo. haha. busy life! oh & OLVLS ARE OVER!!! the papers were quite okay i guess. but i dont have a very gd feeling about my results. ): i dont want my L1R5 to be 16 like my prelims! i want to improve. esp since this is the 1st time i put in so much effort for an exam.

oh well, olvls aside, i want more outings with project team! lets go ice skating again!

2007-09-27T07:29:00.000+08:00

ytd was class outing!only 18 ppl turned up but its okay, we still had fun! went to marina square. lazy to type so the pictures shall do my work. they are in the order of the events that happened throughout the day. (:

bus journey:

lunch:

table 1
table 2
table 3
junwei

josephine

taking photos:

preparing for photo
still preparing
1st try
2nd try
we wanted to be like tse siong the chicken

bowling:

maoqiang!

celebrating karl's birthday:

after singing happy birthday to karl

birthday boy

before

after

look at tse siong!

heart attack!

and that is all! quite fun. haha.

2007-09-20T02:55:00.000+08:00

prelims are over!! HAHAHAHA. finally. but now, its time to study for olvls. but, im obsessed with all the drama serials. watch my lucky star! its a show worth watching. i spent my weekend watching the whole series. watch love princess too. its quite nice although i only watch 1 episode of it so far. haha.

okay, debriefs are here, and i know i wont get those kind of fabulous results you see on celeste or yingwei's paper. ): wish me good luck. (:

2007-08-30T12:47:00.000+08:00

from: www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.

You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.

The stress and tension that you are experiencing at this time is perhaps due to your inability to achieve security and appreciation from those closest to you. This is resulting in considerable pressures. You find the situation as it stands most frustrating. You are the sort of person that would like to experience all and everything very intensely but unfortunately you are not receiving the warmth and understanding that you feel you are entitled to. Matters are not going too well. You seek a sympathetic ear but it is not forthcoming. This situation is extremely nerve-racking - and what is more humiliating is that no-one seems to care and you are powerless to do anything about it.

Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.

i guess its kinda true. haha. got it from sharon's blog. (:

2007-08-07T09:49:00.000+08:00

3wks left to prelims, 10wks left to olvls. ): im still left with heaps of revision to do. i've got like 1 stack of clit notes to memorise & phys chem to understand. arghs! & with all the remedials planned for us by the sch, its so stressful! sigh. everybody, lets pia together for it & im definitely hoping for 12nov to come! (:

2007-07-16T12:32:00.000+08:00

hupanliheng left me with many memories, & i cant bear to part with them. sadly, its time for me to step down le. how fast time flies, how i wished we would be back to those pailian times. it was certainly the best experience i ever had. i love all my actors! & of cos, christina tay! (:

pictures of hu pan liu heng 07!

nico/wangzi
after performance at lucky station
do you believe? : D
at shang hai ren jia

daoyans! (:

jiayi

kai sheng
boohoo..eating me..

fellow daoyans(:

2007-07-02T14:30:00.000+08:00

well, performance is finally over. i cant believe it actually. i mean, we have been rehearsing since before jun hols & i have spent so much time with my actors & fellow director. i think im gna miss them alot lor. performance over means stepping down & studying for olvls. sigh.

also, i wna thank my fellow director: christina tay, actors: wenyuan weichen mengyee rachel nico jiayi runming xinrui, comm members: jolyn jocelyn qinyi yingwei. thanks everybody for making this a sucess. (: i rly will miss all of you.

2007-06-25T06:17:00.000+08:00

2007-05-21T03:47:00.000+08:00

PICTURES

friday:

ivan/baoge

dawn

project team!

dawn jolyn me

deciding whr to eat

saturday:

me & gulaoshi with ailaoshi's leg

dawn & me

guoxiong/luohanyu/tiger

darlings!

camera shy xD

christina

half of project team at defu lane

award to project team! (:

praying that dawn will win!

yuankai the pro

dawn concentrating

observing yuankai

done!mingli is organising genting trip!i want go lah.boohoo.& poor mingli fractured his wrist.hope he recovers soon. ):

2007-05-19T14:43:00.000+08:00

today after sch luohanyu/tiger & yuankai came our sch to fetch us.then go fetch mingli & we went to ice skate! (: outing with project team super fun! dawn was the pro one.nana & mingli could skate almost immediately. jolyn learnt fast. luohanyu & ivan were weird. luohanyu super funny! got 1 part was when he wanted to fall alrdy then he quickly grab someone in front of him & that was a little boy lah. imagine his huge weight on that boy. poor thing sia. me & yuankai the worst. ): actually, me. haha. we couldnt manage to balance ourselves for a long time & i kept falling! ): got once i hit my head on the metal thing & now thr is a blue black. D: yuankai just kept laughing at me & didnt help me lah. wlao. nana had the most patience with me! (: she guided me throughout. thank you nana! but thr were parts when me & yuankai had to support each other cos nobody thr.haha.

after ice skating 'forced' the guys to take neoprints with us then go eat dinner. we had an hr long journey in the van cos of luohanyu. mingli ordered so much food lah! & as quoted by dawn, its as if our last meal. after dinner luohanyu sent us hm. (:

tmr got 'cip' at juchang. (:

2007-05-15T09:23:00.000+08:00

got back eng hcl and chem paper today. have nth to say about my results. all the papers are just damm below my usual standard. whats wrong with me exactly? i studied even harder than before, and this is what i get. its too disappointing. all my efforts have gone down the drain. judging from this kind of result, how am i going to get into a gd jc? arghs. hopefully tmr egeo ss and amaths will be better.

tmr morn china kids flying off at 4am le! but i still cant get my mother to let me go and send them off. she thinks i wont have enough slp so she doesnt allow. ): arghs. hope she allows soon!

2007-04-23T19:30:00.001+08:00

sat went to ulu pandan cc to help mingli with syf. jolyn and i were the ones in charge of guarding the door. -.- how nice. then whole day i had to stand thr while holding on to the door. damm tiring lah. the others had much nicer jobs to do! boohoo! after syf went with jolyn mingli zuodong guoxiong yuankai and guantai to eat. the guys had huge appetities lah. me and jolyn just ate one small bowl of rice while they ate like 3 or 4 bowls. after polishing off the food guoxiong and guantai still ordered pau to eat. like omg lah. when i realised that they were eating pau, jolyn and i simply stared at them in shock. haha. then guantai saw me looking at him so he thought i wanted one too. haha. after dinner zuodong went back first while we went to juchang to put back sofa. guoxiong sent all of us home after that. haha. poor jolyn. taxi incident happened to her again cos none of them knew how to get to her sengkang house. haha.

today's the start of midyrs. eng paper was alright i guess. there was this news this morning which shocked almost everybody. haha. i still cant believe they are together. bleaghs. too sudden le. oh well, qingren yan li chu xishi. haha.

pics! (:

smile! :D

2nd try

my sassy girl

the wedding.

2007-04-19T11:54:00.000+08:00

long time no see. was sports day last fri. our sch did great! (: ngee ann won the cheering competition though. ): after that went to help juchang and were like statues for like damm long. mingli called us the stage crew. xieshern called us the project team. haha. saw the same old kids. nana and colleen became obsessed with yuankai. HAHA. me and jolyn cant figure out why they like yuankai so much.

this wk got napfa. failed my 2.4km ytd together with nana colleen and xinyi cos we didnt bother to run. hehe. so we are taking the retest during pe lesson. during pe lesson better, got short cut somewhr btw the main gate and side gate. haha. but i hate running 2.4km in our sch. cos of the pavements and the cars you have to avoid while running. ):

tmr going to watch xx immortal kid with jolyn nana and jojo. zhanlaoshi's final show in sing before he leaves for france! of cos must support!

mid-yrs are coming and yet i havent really started studying. i dont even know how am i supposed to go for olvls at the rate i am studying. boohoo. perhaps i should start now. sigh. byebye. ]:

2007-03-28T12:42:00.000+08:00

hello! (: this is one of the many rare days i get to come online. hehe. today had clit test, was alright i suppose. my answers were the longest i had ever written for a clit paper. xD ytd i was like pia-ing my clit the whole day lah. even when i waited for food i still studied non-stop. my god. im such a nerd lah. haha. today had cdc. had pailian with them. decided that thr will be pailian every tues wed thurs. yays! i like my ju the ppl. they are so nice and cute. esp nico jiayi. haha. ask them to act out sth everytime the result is totally opposite of what i want de. and jiayi's "no, no, no cure, no cure" super hilarious! hahahahaha. i think my days of rehearsing with them will be fun. haha. oh, and nana has pump every wed and thurs, so that means i will dao alone. sigh. but it will be alright i guess, judging from their performance today. haha. well, gtg and study(again)! :D

2007-03-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

yays! today is last day of sch le! after sch went pp to do stage plan with nana. after that got tuition. played mahjong instead of having tuition. hehe. oh and i hate playing mahjong with mingli. he keeps distracting you. bleaghs. tmr still have to go sing post meet zhanlaoshi, meet the camp comm, and go tampines and help mingli. so busy!! i want more time pls! ):

2007-03-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

the common tests are over! yays! but i failed my ss content test though. ): hope the other parts of ss test are okay. and i think mr soon is so nice! nana and i went to find him today and asked him about detention tmr. he said most likely not giving us any detention any more! so that means i can do the stage plan with nana le! haha. oh and he was like sort of teaching us about the skills of ss. haha. the funniest part was when he asked both of us why we failed the test. i said i mixed up the factors then when he asked nana, he immediately guessed, " too busy talking to zhan rui ah." hahahahahaha.

after that met liulaoshi for camp matters and i had blood stains all over my pe shirt cos of my wound. ): nana helped me to clean it and put 2 plasters over it to prevent the blood from flowing out again.haha. then went for cdc. that was when my blood pressure shot up. they used all the potential ppl for syf, and leave us with the people we dont need for our performance. and that mr carbon, wlao, keep giving us attitude. mr carbon, you can just go and wag your tail at liulisha, eat shit, knock yourself onto the wall, jump into the chungcheng lake, hang yrself and die. wlao. he scolded qinyi somemore lah. arghs.

went for dinner with nana. (: talked alot. then we went hm and i have nth to do cos common test is over, for tonight at least. haha. and did i mention, i totally hate my birthday. cos its the 10th yr im not being able to celebrate it properly cos of mid-yrs. this yr actual exam start on 3rd may, 1 day before my birthday lah. arghs. why did i rush to come out so early? ):

2007-03-06T10:07:00.000+08:00

saturday:
went to sp to study with nana.then we went to jolyn's hse.ate instant noodles for our dinner and then rushed off to nyjc.when we got the bus, it was like raining damm heavily lah and we had to run in the rain somemore.to make things worse, i wore the slippers which had no friction at all.so i kept slipping.in the end, i got frustrated and took off my slippers to run.-.-i looked like an idiot lah.went into the theatre dripping wet and started watching the performance.the show was damm funny lah!laughed like crazy.haha.after the show, we helped kelvin who is the props leader to clear the stage.(we are so nice [:) then we nothing to do le go decorate the dog which was used in the show.HAHA.next time upload the photo let you all see.haha.super funny.ard 12plus kelvin finally was ready and so the 4 of us plus his props grp walked to serangoon to eat macs.takeway to eat at an open space.slacked thr, talked and talked.after that 4 of us took cab hm.kelvin sent me up and by the time i reached hm, it was like 1plus le.so didnt study in the end. ):

yesterday:
went for tuition, come back le met kelvin at the void deck.he taught me chem and i finally understood energy changes! (:

today's first day of common test.i wna kill myself lah.i went to study the details of venice and not the headings.in the end the headings came out for content test.like wth.but the sbq and seq was alright.chem made alot of careless mistakes.arghs.how stupid can i be lah.tmr's egeo and emaths.rather easy subjects, but i have to memorise alot for egeo. ): how busy can i be.boohoo.

2007-03-01T10:53:00.001+08:00

hello! (: im in com lab now and mrs kee is eating into our recess! ): im hungry! sobs.somemore have 3hrs of chem with her today. sigh.byebye.im gone.

2007-03-01T09:00:00.000+08:00

im so tired even though i slept damm long jus now.bleaghs.didnt go to sch today cos i nearly fainted this morn.sian.dnw how many times like this le.whats happening to my body? ):

talked to maoqiang online just now.he told me about a particular person in our class who is damm suck up.now that he talk about it then i realised its true.haha.

bleaghs.tmr still got content test and catching up to do.boo!off to study now!byebye.

2007-02-26T13:36:00.000+08:00

everybody pls say im smart.cos i played with the lock code of my phone and caused the sim card to be rejected.-.-praise me.im too smart for my own good.

2007-02-25T10:52:00.001+08:00

friday:
after sch went bugis with jolyn nana and colleen.ate pasta, made class tee! (: after making class tee went to detoast to eat.then me and nana kept taking photos of jolyn.hahahahaha.jolyn kept trying to snatch our phones but she couldnt.haha.apparently colleen wasnt affected by the commotion and continued trying to solve the magic cube.-.- finally it was time to for tuition le so we went to take bus.tuition was okay.solved trigo qns. after tuition mingli cooked instant noodles for us! :D then he taught us mahjong.haha.then my father came.sent jolyn to mrt and went hm.

yesterday:
rushed to singpost when i woke up.but none of them were thr.-.-all late for meeting.stoned thr for goodness know how long le then they came.discussed about camp and camp commitee.both rudian and weichen are in it. (: after meeting went yingwei's hse.me and jolyn ransacked her makeup bag while nana tried to figure out how to make the idog work.ate black pepper chicken rice! quite nice.then went hm and slacked for the whole afternoon.

sian.later still have tuition.bleaghs.common tests are coming!arghs.i havent touched a single thing yet.i better start soon. ):

2007-02-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

cny performance is finally over! (: and i must say, you guys did great!all of you didnt let us down.xie tian xie di.haha.was damm worried before they went up to perform lah.nana also.but!they did us proud.gd for you guys!

it was nice pailian-ing with you guys although it was damm difficult to get all for pailian.haha.i sure will miss those days lor.i must say thank you to you guys for making my day.(: and also the cuter daoyan of 2 of us, nana!thank you for pai-ing them with me.thank you for pai-ing them when i lost my voice even though you had itchy eyes.thank you so much!thank you to jolyn too!thank you for sacrificing your valentine's day to spend with us rehearsing.thank you for helping to take care of the performances.thank you very much!

after performance we went bombay.(: super nice eating with all of you!and sry ciyi, for spilling my mango lasi on you. ): after bombay i went elsewhr while the grp went bugis.then ard 4 i joined them.ate pastamania.super hilarious thr lah!laughed until my stomach super pain.haha.

oh! and i found a new love! rudian and weichen!!! nana loves them too right? (;

2007-02-12T02:32:00.000+08:00

i found my wallet!! :D

2007-02-11T10:29:00.001+08:00

this morn woke up late and rushed off to aljunied to meet jolyn.after that we took the train to tanjong pagar to go juchang and meet junguang.and we successfully borrowed the costumes from ailaoshi.(: then 3 of us went to tiongbahru plaza to eat.saw lots of ppl selling flags but we didnt donate.hehe.ate long john and saw runling!:D she was working thr and her manager was like trying to get me to work thr?hahaha.after eating went to yiochukang interchange with jolyn while junguang went to city hall to meet ciyi.didnt manage to find my wallet.): sigh.hope to get it back soon.i want my ic and ez-link!!

arghs.my leg is still hurting from the cramps i had last night.cant even walk properly now lah.what the hell.

sigh.still gt script and egeo to do.christina and alvin mok!whr are both of you!i want to get both things done soon.no mood blog le.byebye.(:

2007-02-11T10:29:00.000+08:00

this morn woke up late and rushed off to aljunied to meet jolyn.after that we took the train to tanjong pagar to go juchang and meet junguang.and we successfully borrowed the costumes from ailaoshi.(: then 3 of us went to tiongbahru plaza to eat.saw lots of ppl selling flags but we didnt donate.hehe.ate long john and saw runling!:D she was working thr and her manager was like trying to get me to work thr?hahaha.after eating went to yiochukang interchange with jolyn while junguang went to city hall to meet ciyi.didnt manage to find my wallet.:( sigh.hope to get it back soon.i want my ic and ez-link!!

arghs.my leg is still hurting from the cramps i had last night.cant even walk properly now lah.what the hell.

sigh.still gt script and egeo to do.christina and alvin mok!whr are both of you!i want to get both things done soon.no mood blog le.byebye.:D

2007-02-10T16:10:00.000+08:00

yays!i gt a1 for chi!hahahahahahahahahahaha.i was like trembling when i went to get the paper from mdm toh lah.haha.then after that i couldnt stop crying.went to find jolyn while crying.got scolded by geraldine cos i gt a1 yet i cry.then she gt back hers, a1, and she herself started crying.-.-

after that went back to class help to do class deco.in the end only left me,sharon alvin mok and maoqiang do class deco.as usual, i did the cleaning ups, pinning of the papers.and then gt 1 part i was like trying to staple the papers to the notice board at the higher part but couldnt reach, so i was like trying and trying and trying.until alvin mok saw and snatch the staple away and started suaning me about how short i was.-.-''

walked out of sch to eat prata with the 3 of them.thanks alvin mok for treating me to prata and drink.(:halfway jolyn came to meet me.but she didnt want to eat.and sharon alvin and maoqiang gt pissed with me cos they finished their pratas and drinks like dnw how many centuries ago le and im still halfway through my last piece with 1 cup of drink left.haha.so they were like practically forcing the prata into my mouth?haha.but they got pissed and walked off first, leaving poor jolyn to wait forever for me to finish my prata.hahahaha.

tuition next.had a gd time thr.(:cos i rly concentrated so i could understand everything.and we were comparing sch's olvl results with the 3 guys.haha.and they like couldnt believe their ears when we told them the results were: 1 person 9A1, 13ppl 8A1, 27ppl 7A1 and so on, and 98% could go jc, 99% can go both jc and poly.hahaha.

tmr going juchang to find costumes.sigh.oh and i MUST go yiochukang interchange tmr!no more pushing to the next day! :D

2007-02-09T13:51:00.000+08:00

have been feeling emo this few days.sigh.tues found out i lost my wallet.then when i reach hm i cried like crazy.cos the money i lost is i work to get de.so very xintong.sigh.then ytd broke test tubes, cried during recess.today after concourse deco cried again.cos think too much le.):

my heart is hurting terribly, so terribly that i cant breathe.do you know how much i miss you?sigh.

tmr still have amaths and clit test.bleaghs.and olvl results coming out tmr.what the.bad wk!!

2007-02-06T13:26:00.000+08:00

today quite slacked.had vocab test and tingxie.then chem taught new chapter.first time i could do the exercises by myself.yays! :D

then came interaction period.our dear mrs yeo change our seating arrangments and being the unlucky one, i am sitting with alvinmok now!!arghs.not say he nt gd, but i wna sit next to xinyi!bleaghs.at least im not sitting with mr shi or mr xu.HAHAHAHA.so i should thank my lucky stars alrdy.haha.

just now rushing out juben again.bleaghs.my life is like revolving ard scripts. ):off to do hw!

by the way, happy birthday tengyu! :D

2007-02-05T14:48:00.000+08:00

ytd ard 1plus nana came my hse to do juben.but in the end, only 1 scene done. : / cos we were like out of ideas lah.bleaghs.and we were also slacking sometimes.haha.so now, i have to do some of it first before i send to nana for her to continue.haha.

pooh before nana came to my hse

pooh after nana came to my hse

the culprit!

haha.well, off to do my juben! ( :

2007-01-26T13:50:00.000+08:00

today after sch went to jolyn's hse to watch all those horror movies and cartoon shows.the horror movies super scary lah!the whole time me jolyn either keep grabbing each other or else is grab her brother.haha.he so kelian.but he also deserve it actually, cos he kept scaring us.bleaghs.

after that had dinner that her mother cooked!curry, mushrooms, char siew.so nice.[:after that watch tv awhile then go hm le.

before i leave, some pics!

candid photo of jolyn.hahahahaha

jake! : D

gol gappa from bombay.(sry nt that clear, hehe)

thr you go.got many mre but too lazy put le.haha.well, nights everyone! : )

2007-01-16T12:27:00.000+08:00

hmmms, havent been updating have i.haha.so, i shall summarise what has happen this few days.

thursday:
after sch stayed back with jolyn and jocelyn to think of cny da gang.it was quite fun!haha.me and jocelyn even did a video and named it xinwei show.-.-then after that jocelyn left with her parents while me and jolyn stayed on cos we thought my father would be coming.in the end, no.wlao.then we were stucked in sch until 8plus cos of the freaking rain.we were like only ppl left?haha

friday:
same thing after sch stay back to think of cny dagang.just that this time was with nana and not jocelyn le.haha.after a while nana had to leave for guides so me and jolyn continued thinking.then both of us left for parkway so that jolyn could go for her tuition while i hang ard to wait for her.bleaghs.waited for damm long lah.after meeting her we set off for mingli's hse for tuition.quite fun i think.haha.mingli sent us to aljunied.took 62 hm, met a guy at my hse bus stop who offered to send me hm cos it was raining heavily.haha.

saturday:
woke up late and rushed out looking like a kuku.-.-then pia cab to payalebar to take mrt to outram station to meet tengyu.pei him go see doc, walked ard, then go hm.actually wanted to study and jog with kelvin de, but simply too tired.paiseh kelvin!everytime pangseh you.hehe.oh and your 30bucks is with me.when are you gna take it cos i have the urge to spend it everytime i see it.haha.

sunday:
the start of my bad days.found out ___ & ____ didnt do juben.but i was rushing out to go tuition.so asked nana help me do first.after tuition go with cheyu buy qinyi's present.rushed hm to help nana with juben, only to find out that _____ & _____ only did the starting and it was simply copy and paste from the dagang i gave them.like wth.

today:
nana told me that 2 ppl did the juben in the end.wlao, wasted our efforts lah.but its all copy and paste from my dagang.i never give them ending, they also dont have and expected nana to do for them.wth.who do they think they are lah?we are nt ppl for 2 of you to bully okay.you never know, one day the 4 of us might fight back.both of you just wait and see man.

tmd.jolyn nana and i damm freaking pissed with them now lah.arghs.spoil my sunday and monday.

2007-01-11T12:00:00.000+08:00

today after sch stayed back for egeo project.we finished it quite fast i think.haha.then after that me sharon simyee and ciyi went to library to wait for karl.while playing with the computer, we suddenly heard mr chua announced, " the flasher has appeared again."

yes, our 'beloved' flasher has returned after goodness know how long.hahahaha.so girls, walk out in big groups after sch.and as quoted by simyee, chung cheng is unsafe!haha.

haha.shall go do the compo given by huanglaoshi.its so difficult to write lah!bleaghs.

i thought you cared, but apparently, you didnt.

2007-01-10T13:50:00.000+08:00

today nt a very gd day.bleaghs.first, i didnt have my egeo ws cos my dear jolyn took mine to hand in and her own one yuanchun threw it away.so i was like praying for mrs ho to not want to go through that.luckily, she just asked us to pass up after her lesson.phew.second, i didnt bring my phys tys and didnt concentrate in class.then mrs indra wanted to call ppl to ans qns.obviously, i was praying(again)for her to not call me.cos im such a phys idiot.haha.

went to long john with nana.ate garden salad and fish fingers.haha.cdc came.it wasnt exactly good too.sec1s came, seniors came, new members came.then they were like damm freaking noisy.wlao.then zhanlaoshi told us cny script must be out on sun.bleaghs.we are like so busy esp with the new egeo project mrs ho just gave us lah.and still have meetings with him regarding performance.my god.they are like trying to kill us man.boo!

to make things even worse, i have hell lot of hw to do by tmr.i have journal to write with all those vocab words mrs pereira gave, the 16 super difficult qns of amaths, chem ws.wlao.i can just go and die lor.byebye ppl. : (

2007-01-09T11:21:00.000+08:00

sch has just reopened and there is just one word to describe it:boring.all the teachers are quite good actually except for mrs indra who is quite boring although she has so much knowledge.haha.

today had meeting with the 5 of them during lunch in class to discuss cny script.but we didnt have much done. ) : cos we started crapping halfway through.haha.nana said the dustbin is my cousin.diao.haha.then nana jolyn and the rest suan-ed me until i no choice i go call the dustbin my deardear.-.-haha.paiseh jolyn!keep saying you and him have su shi yin yuan.hahahaha!but you all 2 rly quite pei what.haha.

after lunch was this boring talk with the level mistress and the hods.but it make rly stop and think what jc i wna go next time.i agreed with sharon le!we shall go either acjc or vjc next time.haha.that means i will be in the same sch as her for like, 12yrs?woah.thats long.haha.

well, shall go do my amaths hw given by mdm tan.haha.i better start on it in case tmr cdc ends quite late.oh, and i havent called the sec 1s! i dont want call them!boohoo.